Monday, May 21, 2012

Its real......

I just rolled his blunt while he smashed my ex. I dont know how to feel. I wasnt ready for that at all.

Monday, May 7, 2012

Phony Lover

You are weak
You are unable to cope with life.
You are judgmental
You are only about money and yourself
Fuck you
I hope the island you live on in your life is flooded over with a tsunami of pain
You are not heart felt
You are not compassionate
You are of no value to me
You are on a journey to no where
You are a compulsive liar
Abundant in hatred towards the inclination of real love.
Fuck you
You are obese in non realnes
You are a lover of material things
Fuck you.
You are a wolf in sheep's wool
You are the victim to all encounters
You are not hurt
You have no pain in my misery
You have joy in my discomfort
You will reap nothing but karma.
You will fall from the high horses that brought you into being who you are.
I will never forget my compromise
As I see it fit, you will see one day
And you will learn,
What love lost really feels like.

- Known but unknown

Friday, March 30, 2012

Siine Keyboard, pretty cool if you have an android :) http://goo.gl/Onsq2

Thursday, March 29, 2012

My Ex

........ There are no words. But I try to be nice and she shits on me. It doesn't matter the angle of communication.  I always will be forever a piece of shit to her. Forgiveness and rebuilding the best thing ever isn't an option.

Sunday, March 25, 2012

Pain makes you stronger. Fear makes you brave. Heartbreak makes you wiser. -- Spokes♔

Saturday, March 24, 2012

Boredom

What to do when bored any suggestions ?

Kiss The Sky - Millie Holidae feat. Spokes (2nd Verse) Produced by Spokes

Kiss

What i cooked tonight

Mmmmmm


The end to a perfect

Sometimes may happen to the most perfect situations. for every action there is a reaction. my most recent actions has helped someone find happiness without me. I can deal with it. But where can I find the happiness I once had back in 2003. Only time will tell. When im worthy of obtaining another that takes my breath away as my previous. I'm letting go of my past and through improvements my future will be vast. Goodbye. - Spokes